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| Essix | |||
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My grandfather passed away a few hours ago and I can't sleep. So, I dug up some pictures of him and made this in his memory. That's me and my grandpa in 2002. He was German to the core, 2nd-3rd generation American, and 100% Chicagoian. His notably stubborn ways were unsurpassed, but he accomplished what he set out to do. And when it was his time, he was ready and satisfied with the life he lived. I pray you too are welcomed in the glorious infinities of Shangri-La, and I thank you for spawning the life I currently live. Much love to you Grandpa, I hope to see you in 50-60 years! Jake |
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| What the douche? |
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| Zirconium Pants | |||
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| My sympathies go out to you man. |
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| Would you like to see my mask?? |
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| Pasta_Producer | |||
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| Essix, my homie, I truly am sorry.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. ![]() |
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| Druss | |||
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| Essix, I know exactly how you feel. If you need us, we're here for you. |
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| I am Steven De Cecco, I am very hard, I am so fucking hard, and at this moment I am the hardest I've ever been. |
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| JoshThaNinja | |||
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| I know it don't matter, but i'm sorry for your losses bro, you don't know me, i dont know you, but i know the pain of losing someone..
I think my grandma is soon to join your grandpa and druss dad in shangri-la.
<3 essix. |
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| Homshabom | |||
![]() Posts: 5679 Joined: 22 Jan 2004 |
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| I'm sorry Essix. I know what the death of a grandfather is like. It's hard. You and your family are in my prayers. |
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| "Run! I meant AWAY!" Sazh (Final Fantasy 13)
PSN - Homshabom99 |
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| Strychnine | |||
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| I'm truly sorry, Jake. You are in my thoughts and prayers. |
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| http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Id_Tech_5
Can't freakin' wait for Rage and Doom 4. |
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| Rabid Hyena | |||
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| Since I can't really say anything thought out, but I want to acknowledge this.. my sympathies go to you |
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| PENIS |
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| Oberon, the Dragon | |||
![]() Posts: 5363 Joined: 02 Oct 2003 |
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Aw man... Damn... Jake... My sympathies to you and yours, man. And as I told Druss, you need anything, just lemme know. |
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| De gustibus non carborundum. (Don't let the bastards grind you down.)
Ria of the Dark Carnival=My Shangri-La |
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| ihatelife | |||
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| I am truly very sorry for your devastating loss. I lost my grandfather a few years ago, and it was extremely difficult for me, as he was my one true father figure I ever had in my life. *hugs Jake* He's up there in Shangri-La, looking upon you and smiling, along with my grandfather, Druss's dad, my mother, my aunts, and most of my uncles. |
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| Rest In Peace, Michael Jackson 1958-2009. i have just discovered that i have Native Blood in me as well! I have the right to talk about MY country as much as any other Native American! |
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| EssixIsAwesome | |||
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| That sucks man, sorry for you. I remember when I lost my grandpa last year, pretty rough. |
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| Omega B | |||
![]() Posts: 30995 Joined: 21 Mar 2004 |
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| My condolences to you. Keep your head up. |
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| “From bondage to spiritual faith;
From spiritual faith to great courage; From courage to liberty; From liberty to abundance; From abundance to complacency; From complacency to apathy; From apathy to dependence; From dependence back into bondage.” Alexander Tytler |
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| Holland Villager | |||
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| *looks hard at pic*
Okay, quite different from Ian McKellen. ![]() |
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| 9 months in the damned military. |
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| Essix | |||
![]() Posts: 4685 Joined: 12 Oct 2003 |
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Thank you everyone. I have a reasonable feeling that he's OK wherever he is. All I have is 1 grandparent left... BOOM BOOM CHEESE! ...as I called him before he went into a coma and woke up a different person. ![]() |
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| What the douche? |
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| Damen | |||
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| I'm sorry to hear about your loss, Essix. Druss and then...jeebus.
Are you alright, man? |
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| "Fear my .45"
"If the liberties of the American people are ever destroyed, they will fall by the hands of the clergy" ~ Marquis De Lafayette 'Till Next Time, ~John Damen |
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| Pasta_Producer | |||
![]() Posts: 1071 Joined: 25 May 2006 |
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| *Wonders how Essix is holding up* |
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| Death&Decay | |||
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Essix, I'm sorry to hear about your grandfather's death. May he rest in peace. ![]() |
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| crust logic
Note: If this post is at least several months old, it may or may not accurately reflect the current views of it's author. |
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| Animatron | |||
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| Grandpa Essix, R.I.P. |
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| I can't seem to face up to the facts
I'm tense and nervous. Can't relax Can't sleep 'cause my bed's on fire Don't touch me. I'm a real live wire |
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| Echolette | |||
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Oh my god, I'm so sorry to hear that Jake. I'm so sorry for your loss.*hugsssssssssssssssssssssss*
He's up there in Shangri-La chilling with the people, and I know he's happy and he'll always be with you, Jake and watching over you. If you need someone to talk to, you can always talk to me, I'm there for you. *hugs* |
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| "Isn't it mildly ironic that most of the people who are against Abortions, are people you wouldn't want to fuck in the first place?" ~George Carlin
"If men could get pregnant, abortion would be a sacrament." ~Florynce R. Kennedy |
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| psychopathic_midget | |||
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| Well, he lied a long and hopefully happy life. It was his time and he went peacefully and wthout pain. R.I.P. Grand-daddy Essix. |
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| "Embrace our impermanence, for we all are perishable." -Cryptopsy |
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| Pasta_Producer | |||
![]() Posts: 1071 Joined: 25 May 2006 |
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| I wonder how Essix is doing. |
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| Essix | |||
![]() Posts: 4685 Joined: 12 Oct 2003 |
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| Thanks, all. Today was the funeral and yesterday the wake, but it was back in Chicago. I didn't go... I could have though. I didn't really have a reason for not going... I mean other than work and being in Phoenix, but I could have put that on hold. I don't know. Eh. |
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| What the douche? |
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| Pasta_Producer | |||
![]() Posts: 1071 Joined: 25 May 2006 |
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Stay strong. I know its hard but it will get better in time.I just try to remember my gramps in my everyday life. Not his death.Like Everyday I go to work, I think of him.Cause I always remember him bitching "Young people today are so lazy, I had to pick coal when I was 11". I laugh. Cause it just seems like he said that a minute ago not 9 years ago when I was a lazy stoner. |
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| Holland Villager | |||
![]() Posts: 33434 Joined: 27 Oct 2003 |
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| My thoughts aren't clear when it comes to posthumus events. Do we spend a lot of time before the finale, or do we just make everything brief? |
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| 9 months in the damned military. |
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| Omega B | |||
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| You mean, as far as actual services go? |
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| “From bondage to spiritual faith;
From spiritual faith to great courage; From courage to liberty; From liberty to abundance; From abundance to complacency; From complacency to apathy; From apathy to dependence; From dependence back into bondage.” Alexander Tytler |
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| Holland Villager | |||
![]() Posts: 33434 Joined: 27 Oct 2003 |
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| Well, yeah. If everyone feels strongly about adhering to custom, then I guess I'll go along with it. |
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| 9 months in the damned military. |
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| The Essence | |||
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| I've been to only one funeral in my life, and I must say it was a very awkward experience for me. At the time I wasn't really saddend at the fact that my great grand father had just died, seeing how I hardly knew the guy. But it was hard for me to repress my tears when I'd see the people that I've known not to cry to actually cry. I'm truely sorry for your loss, Essix. I can somewhat relate. |
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| Murderous Joe | |||
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Sorry to hear that, bro. 1912 That's quite impressive. |
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| Why so serious? |
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| Essix | |||
![]() Posts: 4685 Joined: 12 Oct 2003 |
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Yeah he was stubborn in the face of death too. My turn to die? No, screw you, I'm living to 93! Since most of my family is back in Chicago, I've never been to a funeral in my life. Not exactly looking forward to one. Then again, I rarely look forward to any social events. I'll have to go back and visit his grave some day. Been 3 years since I was in Chicago. |
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| What the douche? |
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| piss-munk | |||
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| May he rest in peace. |
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| Snipa Rifle | |||
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| Four years later and he's still smiling down on you, Jake. Only he's probably shooting pool with my grandpa now. |
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Death to the pedo, death to the pedo. Fuck Poser X- ugly, gay, he-whore... ![]() |
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| Lelouch Lamperouge | |||
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| Fuuck.. This totally struck a cord for me. My grandfather passed back in 2008. I didn't even cry, i was so upset.. Fuck.. |
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